I want to kill myself, I literally smell like shit, Ive not fed the dog for three days, my pet tarantula is even avoiding me. I just want to die, I'm a failure. I'm 36 and still live at home and have a crappy sales assistant job at Asda. I've not had a hair cut for six months, I'm obese and ugly, my teeth are all fucked up from binge drinking and poor oral hygiene, and my feet are always sore. I heard one of my work colleagues talk about how much I smell behind my back yesterday, I wanted to cry. Im scared of showering though, it's filthy anyway. My mother is bed bound so she can't clean it anymore and I'm always too tired to clean up.
Bye /bant/