>>9326283Allow me to paraphrase a quote that really helped me a while ago:
We're all mortal, yes? For all you know, you might die any time and you'll never realize it. So imagine for me, if you will, yourself in your deathbed. Around you are the achievements you could have obtained, the skills you could have trained, everything you could have done but didn't because you had too many excuses. In your case, your kind and qt austrian gf. Imagine all the legacy you could have left behind, the ways you could have improved the world, all dying with you because you could never gather the courage to do what you wanted to do. Is that how you want it to end? Do you want to be forgotten as soon as your corpse goes cold?
