Just spent my fucking saddest birthday ever. Completely isolated and alone, with nothing but sorrow and reflections of disappointment. With absolutely no buddy to genuinely care enough to validate my existence, neither on a friendly lvl or even romantically. Feeling more lost as ever, with everybody I used to know gone. Just sitting now, drugged and stoned to the bone, thinking how pathetic it all is. Bois this might be the end for me.