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>be me
>a lonely kid growing up
>have trouble making friends and keeping them around me
>maybe one or two friends, but only at school, would never really hang out with them afterwards
>computer is my only best friend, spend all my time on here while i pretend to be fine with the current situation and even think that college will be better for me
>to the point where i thought that my own company is the most comfortable and the best choice
>who am i kidding, depressed at the age of 15, loneliness hits me hard, i feel massively alone
>alcohol and cigarettes, here they come to my rescue
>after I finish school I realize that I don’t have any dreams and aspirations, who was I kidding about the college, when I think about the future I am not sure where I even see myself
>decide to enlist in the military as a volunteer because why not, like I can do any better at this point, lmao
>hit up the gym
>the summer before I start in the military, I join the internet group on Discord
>and you know what, this is the first time where I feel happy in a long time and I feel like I’ve finally found a place where I belong to
>people finally treat me like a friend
>a few buds I meet online even considered to throw me a send-off party to the military
>meet up with them as well and we make lots of wonderful memories
>enlist in the military, still keep in touch with them, talk to them on weekly basis
>now that I am off the military, they are still here for me
>my depression is a lot kinder to me
>I know that I am no longer alone and I have friends
>I am alive and kicking
>even decided to try Tinder
>thanks frens
>a lonely kid growing up
>have trouble making friends and keeping them around me
>maybe one or two friends, but only at school, would never really hang out with them afterwards
>computer is my only best friend, spend all my time on here while i pretend to be fine with the current situation and even think that college will be better for me
>to the point where i thought that my own company is the most comfortable and the best choice
>who am i kidding, depressed at the age of 15, loneliness hits me hard, i feel massively alone
>alcohol and cigarettes, here they come to my rescue
>after I finish school I realize that I don’t have any dreams and aspirations, who was I kidding about the college, when I think about the future I am not sure where I even see myself
>decide to enlist in the military as a volunteer because why not, like I can do any better at this point, lmao
>hit up the gym
>the summer before I start in the military, I join the internet group on Discord
>and you know what, this is the first time where I feel happy in a long time and I feel like I’ve finally found a place where I belong to
>people finally treat me like a friend
>a few buds I meet online even considered to throw me a send-off party to the military
>meet up with them as well and we make lots of wonderful memories
>enlist in the military, still keep in touch with them, talk to them on weekly basis
>now that I am off the military, they are still here for me
>my depression is a lot kinder to me
>I know that I am no longer alone and I have friends
>I am alive and kicking
>even decided to try Tinder
>thanks frens
