>>938332more like friend/room mate than husband and wife.
started dating at 18, got married at 25, now 32 and just had a kid. we're friendly and kind to each other, the relationship is very easy and safe and predictable, but that's about it. no spark, no surprises, we know what the other is thinking from a look so we end up having very few conversations. when we do talk, we don't really SAY anything.
mostly i'm just full of regrets and feel like i wasted my life by doing what was safe, comfortable, easy, and expected of me. i dream about faking my death and disappearing and starting over in a new place all the time.
