>>9406452enjoying something else is not the same as enjoying yourself
why would the two even need to be connected?
I'm not trying to say that you just need to be interested in things to be happy
I'm trying to say that even if you are not happy, you can still spend your time being interested in things
most of the interesting stuff in life happens specifically because things are not okay and you're not happy
because if you're happy you're not gonna have any interest in changing things anymore