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>it’s been 6 months since I’ve graduated high school
>all of the embarrassing memories are still fresh in my mind
>I still can’t move on from relationships that could have been so loving if I weren’t so fucking retarded
>I still check her page on Instagram just to see her face
>I still hold out for a reply from her after I told her sorry for being so callous
>I can still hear the demeaning silence after every unfunny joke I made
>I can still feel the looks of sympathy I got from people when I sat alone at lunch
>I can still feel the the people walking by while I sat alone, and that spark of hope that maybe someone would sit with me
>I still feel everything and I can still remember everything
>they all forgot about me, why can’t I forget about them
>all of the embarrassing memories are still fresh in my mind
>I still can’t move on from relationships that could have been so loving if I weren’t so fucking retarded
>I still check her page on Instagram just to see her face
>I still hold out for a reply from her after I told her sorry for being so callous
>I can still hear the demeaning silence after every unfunny joke I made
>I can still feel the looks of sympathy I got from people when I sat alone at lunch
>I can still feel the the people walking by while I sat alone, and that spark of hope that maybe someone would sit with me
>I still feel everything and I can still remember everything
>they all forgot about me, why can’t I forget about them
