Stop being depressed and be like "Waaa waaa, I want a girlfriend, I've never had a girlfriend". Well let me tell you something, no decent girl will want some pathetic poor NEET who can't support her or show initiative to raise a family. Firstly you need to carve out a career for your self, start a course, study something that's useful that you're gonna enjoy. Doesn't matter of you don't find a girlfriend until you're in your mid 30's, sort yourself out first.