>>9473109I've worked part time since my teens, and then when I finished my Msc I worked full time for 3.5 years, and then my contract ended and I had 3 months on unemployment before finding my latest job. It fucking sucks, I miss not working so bad.
When I was a neet I cooked our the meals for me and my gf, I could start dinner at 2 or 3 pm if I wanted to. I cleaned and fixed stuff that I hadn't gotten to before, I was learning how to identify native trees and other plants.
Now it's all gone to shit, spend all day at work, come home too tired to cook and eat shit, then eat shit for lunch the next day cause don't have dinner left overs. Do nothing on weekends cause too tired, just want to lay in bed whenever I'm not at work.
After this contract I might try to get on disability, I have shit anxiety that makes me puke and check my blood sugar every hour when I leave the house. I've been on an SSRI for a month and it hasn't done shit, just gave me diarrhea and I can't coom.
