(femanon) So been in a toxic relationship for almost just about a year now, to the point I would even say Stockholm syndrome type shit. Wont leave even with the opportunity, i'm toxic myself but only act in retaliation.
He's absolutely feels nothing but selfishness and thinks it's a funny game to make people angry and pissed off, works a job but wont even tell me details (LDR but not far distance i just don't bother to visit) poor as hell, lives with his mother in poverty.
Example of bullshit : A friend of mine just found out one of her dear friends had gotten into a car accident killing her and passengers. Crying into shoulder. "So?" "Get over it." "Rip to you" "oh boo hoo" "why does it concern you?"
Man, i cant even type a coherent sentence right now so really im just venting. I can't get bothered to get myself checked out for BPD because im a paranoid freak.
fuck. My life could be so much better.