So after seeing countless “benevolent” posters telling everyone to “have sex incel”, I decided To take the advice and see an escort. The escort was Russian but charged more. I felt nervous and awkward the entire time and I didn’t even cum. It was a bad experience but I did it. So later I feel more calm and relaxed and feel different person. I feel happier? And also I felt like I was part of something. At 24 I lost my virginity to an escort. I just wanted to share my experience with you guys.