>>9527868I was in this head space for a while.
Got some liquid nitrogen and some vacuum tubes connected the tubes to a mask, slowly heated the liquid nitrogen.
The idea was to displace the oxygen from the air and i would slowly die from lack of oxygen, it is a painless way to go and you are in-control of the process the entire way.
When my finger tips started to tingle and i statrted to feel sleepy i ripped off the mask because in that very moment I realised that all the problems i have can be fixed.
Never tried to do it again and now i focused happy and never want to go back to that place.
