>>9542301quite possibly
I guess some context is not needed, but I'm going to say it anyway
I lost capacity to hold on a thought, I can watch out for 2 things at a time (only) and I constantly forget shit, I keep a journal if something is important but since it's in my room I sometimes forget by the time I reach it
my english wasn't always as bad, I simply forgot how some words look like and how to form propper sentences, but that happens with my native tongue aswell
I started having internal monologues that just get loud out of a sudden (I say them out loud?)
>you know I really think that black people should not be reffered to as people on account of them not being human and allmy relatives would get quite distressed when I would splur some shit like that, but now they are used to that
>dicks have ears bro, and your dick stinksis what I said to my sister
I even made my own amphibian guttural language with 35 different dialects
also, I find it important to say that I lose control and go automatic for hours before I realise I didn't make any of those choices
I also started talking a lot more which could be because of the stimulants and now nobody wants to talk to me due to my long posts
I am very sad that nobody responds to my messages irl nor on anonymous boards
such is life, the abstinence is killing me
