>>9547116Actual docfag here.
I've experimented a lot with Ketamine. I know it from work, i'm in anaesthesiology and it is a nice anaesthetic, in fact the only drug that puts you to sleep and takes away pain that you can administer intravenously. Unfortunately people teip balls on it.
It seperates your neocortex from the rest of your brain,. You dissociate. From the outside it looks like you're sleeping but your brain isnt actually shit down, your consciousness is just seperated from the other parts. Now this can be awesome in a recreational setting but not necessarily when you get surgery done or just jad an accident and the EMTs sedate you for transport. That's why we always combine K with Midazolam when using it for surgery. I like to give it on top of sufentanil and propofol for spine surgeries. Low dose K can be administered without a benzo tho. 10-20 mg iv are just fine, people dissociate enougj to distance themselves from pain but not that much to trip balls.
I was curious about how that actually feels like, so a colleague of mine and I bought a pack of K and tried it out. Holy fucking shit... It was amazing. First i felt drunk and silly. I talked a lot of nonsense and was laughing a lot, similar to weed laughing flashs.
We took some more and i began losing touch with my body, my legs felt like they didnt belong to me, moving became hard. Not the actual movements, that went smoothly but convincing my mind to actually do the mental effort became harder and harder.
Took some more, my hands didnt belong to me, i was staring at them intensly and my vision became blurry.
After another dose i slipped into the K hole. I closed my eyes and i completely lost sense of myself. I was a singular point floating around in a dark red colored space. I wasnt thinking anything, i just existed. No feeling of time. And the only thing that kept me moving or floating around was the music i was listening to. Every note moved me into a different direction. I felt eternal.
