Domain changed to archive.palanq.win . Feb 14-25 still awaits import.
[201 / 49 / ?]

Almost 30, starting to realise & feel that life is short

No.9564171 View ViewReplyOriginalReport
>Done everything right my whole life, atleast try to every day
>Workout 5+ times a week and eat right
>Don't drink or smoke
>Tried hard in school.
>Be polite and kind to everyone I meet. >Worked hard in modest low-tier jobs, very reliable.
>Did ok with girls, never really chased them but let the right ones come to me.
>Pretty selfless and did people favours.
>Developed good habits and try to stop negative habits
>Graduated University with good grades.
>Now I'm jobless but not necessarily angry or frustrated about it.
>Starting to get a bit jaded though
>Notice a lot of people online are calling others NPCs
>Wonder if I'm an NPC
>Probably
>Almost 30
>What am I doing
>People tell me "Just do what you enjoy"
>The only things I enjoy are exercising & eating puss
>Start lurking on 4chan, start getting redpilled about things
>Want to become less NPC

I think being an NPC pretty much stems from being born to middle class boomers who only had kids to keep up with the Joneses. Essentially I was nothing more than a pet to them. Now I'm beginning to wonder what the fuck am I even doing here in this dimension.

Is there any pragmatic things that you can do become less NPC?