>>957059This.
Also I dabbled in occult and had weird experiences like poster above me with LSD.
I had once a dream of a blue gigantic androgynous man with a trident jumping around.
I tried invoking Hermes/Mercury few times and first time I did it, flashed image of old bearded man with a hat and stick appeared near my door, then I had a vision( felt like I recalled a memory).
First I saw myself hanging on a rope on some tree, then I saw people passing below me and I begged them to get me out. One took a spear and stabbed me into stomach.
After that I fell on ground and saw a glyph of saturn and mercury.
I had dream again of old man and he took me to a class of math. Then he took me somewhere else and said " This is whom I talked about ", to big red haired bearded man.
Red haired man laughed and said " ah i see ".
I memed into meditation and had sort of a vision of a some tall wobvly figure with a crown resting on something that looked like a palace.
He noticed me and asked me "What are you seeking here?"
I told him " I think freedom ".
He replies " I see, I am Indar "
After that everything was gone.
