Why shouldn't I kms?
I'm about to start a new job, and even with my above average pay, I'm gonna be working till I die. I'll probably never have friends, I'll never have sex, I'll never start a family, I'll never accomplish anything I can be proud of, and I'll never enjoy being alive.

Nobody gives a shit either. My family just says I have a bad attitude, and to grin and bear it.

Is this life? Is this why we were put here? To fucking work till we die. If I never feel happy anyways why should I work? Just to prolong my sad existence?

Why do I have to be bound to this world I despise by people who would be filled with despair if I was gone? If only things were different. If only there was hope.