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Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 12:52:58 No.9606617 View View Reply Original Report

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The redpills have fucked me up. And blackpills and all that shit. I had a job before, I was doing okay, my GF gave me 1 Genital wart. I contemplated suicide and now I'm here. All that shit is behind me.

How do you anons do it? Seriously, how do you just live day to day? My life is dogshit. Give me a reason to go another day.

I hope I can be happy like I was as a young lad.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 12:55:27 No.9606618 Report

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self - bump

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:02:14 No.9606619 Report

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>>9606617
Take hrt, and get fucked by superior maple syrup cock, I'll make you a star on live jasmin, promise.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:04:05 No.9606620 Report

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>>9606617
Leave the past in the past look forward to the future even if it’s nothing you matter

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:09:28 No.9606621 Report

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Have you tried shrooms? Do you lift weights? Those things will at least give you a chemical lift up.

Is there something you can study part-time or online?

I also have trouble fining things to live for, I work and do uni part-time but I know I will never have a good job or a long-term relationship. All I have is a devotion to the realm of ideas and ideals, a belief that there is a realm of perfection that exists within the mind of all people, and the belief that one day there will be a more pure and sacred society.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:12:23 No.9606622 Report

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>>9606617
Can’t go back bro. Live to spite the kikes, Goebbels felt the same way in 1924

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:14:34 No.9606623 Report

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>>9606620
>Leave the past in the past
I wish I could, kikes, proto-kikes and nu-kikes keep digging up dinosaur bones with their shitty books

Anonymous

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Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:15:08 No.9606624 Report

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>>9606617
Im going to be real with you op. Change your expectations, what you thought life was, it isn't.
Unironicly your life is a comedy, learn to laugh at the surreal absurdity. Its actually amazing. Would you rather live in a dull grey world or the wacky adventures of clown world?
Do not end yourself! Theres so much more to laugh at, kek at, chortle at, giggle at.. and boogaloo is going to happen so at leaat sick around for that.
Get white pilled, get God pilled, get stoic pilled
And keep on LAUGHING!

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:15:43 No.9606625 Report

Quoted By: >>9606637

Look up
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rux4d-32fUQ
Of all things it is a commercial for Ketamnine(?).
Changes perspective. People will miss you.

Anonymous

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Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:18:00 No.9606626 Report

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>>9606617
So you got taken out by a genital wart. KEK! thats hilarious, how do you not see that?

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:18:45 No.9606627 Report

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>>9606617
Dont come here for happiness, this is the hurt box. I'm sorry to hear what happened, I hope warts are treatable. Do not commit adultery.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:19:45 No.9606628 Report

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>>9606617
>1 Genital wart
it's the gift that keeps on giving

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:20:52 No.9606629 Report

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>>9606617
Reported
Sage all fucking doomposts.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:21:10 No.9606630 Report

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>>9606624
>dull grey world or the wacky
Thanks mate. I really am fucked up from reality.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:21:44 No.9606631 Report

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>>9606617
Happiness is the result of ignorance. That's why you were happy as a child. You just have to accept the situation ans take measures to improve your situation. Don't do drugs. Don't blame other people for your own situation. Improve yourself and open yourself up to opportunities and you will see your life improving.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:23:00 No.9606632 Report

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>>9606629
How is this bait? I really am fucked up from reality. This site gave me a gift that social media never could have. Honestly though, I am rebuilding myself based on the truths of life. I am also super drunk and vulnerable.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:24:56 No.9606633 Report

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>>9606631
That's honest and really fair advice. I have been super greedy and I take things for granted. I think ignorance is a decent tool by itself but in reality people don't utilize it and grow from it.

I've made mongoloid mistakes at this point. No job, no career, etc. I am just sad all the time. NEET life sucks.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:25:23 No.9606634 Report

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>>244682798
I hope so. For fuck sake I need a sign.

Anonymous

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Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:27:55 No.9606635 Report

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>>9606634

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:29:13 No.9606636 Report

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>>9606617
accept Christ and be free

Anonymous

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Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:29:33 No.9606637 Report

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>>9606625
jesus christ dude. This hit hard. I want kids so bad... I'd lose my mind.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:33:23 No.9606638 Report

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>>9606617
Tea tree oil for hpv. Can't help with the rest. Happiness is a choice, a process, not a goal.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:33:27 No.9606639 Report

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>>9606633
How long have you been without a job? I think it's like five years for me. I've applied. A lot of people kill themselves before they get to this point.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:34:09 No.9606640 Report

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>>9606638
Thanks friend. I know life can be good, but right now the darkness shrouds all things.. It's rough. Beyond what some can handle, that's for sure.

Anonymous

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Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:34:34 No.9606641 Report

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>>9606617
OP wants to go back this thinking pic related.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:36:03 No.9606642 Report

Quoted By: >>9606647

>>9606639
Probably 2016 or 2017. I just lost all interest in being active and energetic. It has consume me. I am a loner and a sinner now. This site has given me the truths of life that I denied for so long.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:36:40 No.9606643 Report

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>>9606640
Yeah. Like they say, it's a big shit sandwich, and we all gotta take a bite. Take comfort in knowing nobody ever really gets what they want, they're just good at pretending.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:38:32 No.9606644 Report

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>>9606617
I've been the way you are for about 2 years now. Friends think I'm a loon for now being so extreme. Don't really try to pick up women as much too, due to realisation that a majority of them are petulant children.
I honestly think it's something that takes time to settle into your psyche. It's really confusing to one day not hate niggers and then the next REALLY hate niggers. I'm not saying /pol/ is based on nigger hate, but the shock I experienced from my own previous naievity of what race actually meant was pretty irritating in hindsight. At first I wanted to go and kill some fuckers on the street, but assuming you're not a schizo, this option will not become reality.
The reason I haven't suicided myself is for many reasons, but one significant aspect is that when the system starts to crumble, it won't be as much of a shock to us as it is to everyone else. In my fucked up head, I'm looking forward to watching all the npcs slowly realise how wrong they really were.

TL:DR - Boogaloo will be worth the wait

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:38:53 No.9606645 Report

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>>9606617
Come rage with us NEETSOCs. Life sucks, but you can either be a little bitch about it or get pissed. I say get pissed

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:39:57 No.9606646 Report

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>>9606617
im a mentally ill neet ;_;

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:41:03 No.9606647 Report

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>>9606642
Well, you have to make some nee truths and make a job if you don't have one. Isolation is a killer, but an anonymous site isn't much help to most people, and most people have a hard time deriving strength from hardship, though it is possible. It's also difficult to meet people. Do you have any kind of recreation center around? Any clubs to join? I know you probably don't have the energy. Even if you were eating and exercising, you'd basically just be a hamster in its cage, maybe even afraid to go out if people hurt you. But you want to get better. That is what it takes.

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Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:41:10 No.9606648 Report

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>>9606643
Sincerely and wholeheartedly, your comment is appreciated. I am a generic white faggot that keeps hoping things will get better. Definitely a 6/10 with no aspirations. I care, but only enough to survive. It gets rough but life provides some decent moments for sure. I have to count my blessings.. I am just super ungrateful I think.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:45:06 No.9606649 Report

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>>9606644
>In my fucked up hea
Christ this was BEYOND real. I totally understand where you're coming from. I am super fucked up but still comprehend the meaning behind the hate and the understanding here.... It's confusing and debilitating... I just don't have true friends to rely on for the advice anymroe. people just move on and lose interest in their OG friends from gradeschool. Life is internet and internet is life. I do take it a bit more seriously here but I also see that it will impact my existence. It's just rough making a choice.

Your words are valuable friend. I am soaking up all the value that I can here.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:47:55 No.9606650 Report

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>>9606647
I've been a loner with a father and a sister that accompany me. So this rings true for sure... It has definitely affected my psyche. Yeah, I should just spam the gym I've been subbed to but never visit.. I really need friends. I had a lot in HS... :/ The way I feel would fucking decimate some people. But I have grown accustomed to this pain. It sounds like fagggy edgeness, but it's my truth.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:K5UaFC4U Fri 21 Feb 2020 13:57:50 No.9606669 Report

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>>9606617
First of all, FUCK YOU JANNY.
How did they ruin your life, Anon? All they did to me was make it impossible to get a gf anymore. But I already had massive trust issues to begin with.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:93r75eMx Fri 21 Feb 2020 14:03:04 No.9606682 Report

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>>9606669
Exactly. How can you trust women anymore? They don't give a fuck. They can go anywhere, anytime, and get dick. Men don't have that power. HELL even a fugly asshole can't do that. But women can. Call me sexist, call me crazy, but the world has changed. living day to day in this clown world has given me insight, regarding the human race. I don't know if we're meant to go beyond this, we're so goddamned self destructive and chaotic. I am drunk and just feel reality which is frightening.

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