>>9622002onii-chan and i are very similar in a lot of ways but one thing is throughout life i used him as a litmus test for things, so that i could see the mistakes he would make and avoid them. so i always did better than him only because i learned from his mistakes so i looked like a genius comparatively
he and i started going our separate ways around when he went to college, he made a lot of big mistakes, failed many times, ended up joining military. before he did things i was already a little annoyed with him because we'd have some deeper conversations and some of the stuff he'd say wouldn't sit right with me, like he found horrible philosophical ground to sit on, a really lazy kind of hedonism. he started being less interested in good art and movies and stuff and instead was more interested in watching and making fun of crap shit all the time, started making friends with a bunch of meximutts, we just started losing all our common ground
i do want to talk to him again but by principle i don't want to forgive him, everyone's given him too much slack for stupidity and he needs some more hard knocks
