>>9642788Technically my life hasn't even started yet because I'm in my very early twenties. But it feels like I've lived for way longer. There is no point in doing anything because at the end of the day I don't have anyone to share what little joy I have with.
>I think Ive reached an age when things just become harder and harder.I'm guessing you're older than me. I have no idea what we're even suppossed to so with our lives. Everything is so artificial these days.
I wish I could say more, but I don't know what. I was never good with connecting to others. Don't kill yourself. There might be a chance that you'll be happy one day, even if it's slight. If you kill yourself then that chance will be zero.