>>9646857All this time you've spent on this board, was spend on jacking off to yourself and your scarce traits, that seem to be the only things of accomplishment in your life.
What kind of life do you have, that you can allow yourself to disappear from it and put yourself in a ward for now closely to three months? Are you rich? An underage? Perhaps a neet?
What's good from having affinity for studying, if you don't use that free time of yours on learning and understanding words of people around you? There will come a time in life, when you just fall behind and no lucky gene quality will be there to save you from grief of past mistakes.
Sorry, if it all boils down to harsh family situations and overall bad environment, that just wasted a prodigy with a humongous dick, that left you in such a state, but like - for fucks sake - get a grip, dude.
And stop being such a prude cunt to the others, otherwise people will be mean to you - not out of envy, but mad as they are mad at a cockroach, invading their personal space.