What should one do if he hates his country, but has no way to emigrate legally? If one tired of coping and dealing with subhumans around?

Currently I see three opportunities:
1. Trying to destroy the country or damage it. I.e. trying to blow up a power plant or an airplane. Or do a mass poisoning.
2. Trying to emigrate illegally. And then avoiding deportation by any means possible, including even murder to block the "repatriation".
3. Doing a mass murder for fun, seeing how many compatriots you can kill. You have nothing to lose anyway, so why not play DooM in real life?

I asked compatriots what should I do with them. They just told me "kill yourself" or "take your pills". My compatriots are not nice and do everything to provoke me into killing them. I see they have no compassion, they are evil and deserve only death.

What would you have done to my compatriots?