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be me,
33 year old kissless virgin
have good friends, but i feel to week to consider myself a real man. to go after girls.
self disgust. I am a halfwit *gg*
just a couple of thoughs...
Try to let go of this destruktive anger and accept your current state as reality. It will hurt, but try ty channel that anger into a commitment to change yourself into a better version of you. A version wich is capable of doing what you cannot do right now.
I read david deida, way of the superior man, watched brian begin from fearless, and will continue to read jordan peterson 12 rules.
If you ever experienced your own capability to form yourself to your will, to someone else, it gives you a feeling of beeing free not completly free of your history, but its a glimbse
this knowledge will become a spark, wich will always be somewhere in the back of your head, sometimes its bright, sometimes barely visible.
life is not fair, thats the worlds nature, some are born to be chad thundercock and have fun, other become wretched beings, misanthropic, resentful.
No matter what you do to other people, to the world or to yourself you can never change the past. The wasted years will never come back, and one day you will die.
There is nothing outside you can find that fills up that gaping hole in your soul. If you try it, it someday will consume you, after you suffered even more.
The other path is trying to make the best out of your remaining life. And find fullfilment in acomplishing your goals.
Don't compare yourself to others, compare yourself to the person you were yesterday. Try to be a tiny bit better.
life ist a rollercoaster, now in this moment I am in a valley of darkness, but i know i will get out again. There is no quaranty that you accomplish your coals, but there is a guaranty that you don't if you choose to stay who you are.
Life is suffering, it always will be, the only choice you have is to suffer in the pursuit of your dreams, oder to suffer for nothing.
