Dear /bant/:
This society has once again taken something I hold Dear from me.
There is a girl I have a crush on is going to get promoted. Considering we entered the bank at the exact same time last year but I am still doing the deadend job which is teller, I am feeling like shit.
It seems to me that I am deserted, unworthy of love, incapable of achieving anything meaningful. After reflecting my past, this thought becomes stronger. What can I do?
Though I know nobody here cares about my shitty life, miserable encounter and only me who makes the call about what should i do, i still need a place to write down my feeling.
I do have a dream to go back to school, but postgraduate school is really hard to get in.
If this post bothers you, my sincere apology.