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>constantly having panic attacks
>feels like I'm going to have a heartattack every few minutes
>too stressed out to do anything at all other than read coronavirus updates and be on 4chan
>freaking out beyond belief because I can't financially prepare
>Can't have access to a gun due to mental illnesses and almost being arrested for brandishing
>Was going to kill myself until the cops were called and I ran away
>Forced into therapy for three months but didn't have transportation to and from once she kept changing the time
>Masturbated so much that my prostate became infected and swollen
>Scared to leave my room
>Talk to myself for like 10 hours a day while freaking out going through rational and irrational thoughts
>Hearing voices nonstop when I don't talk
>Can't sleep
>Can't eat
>Every passing day my mental state gets worse than the last.
I don't think I'm going to make it.
>feels like I'm going to have a heartattack every few minutes
>too stressed out to do anything at all other than read coronavirus updates and be on 4chan
>freaking out beyond belief because I can't financially prepare
>Can't have access to a gun due to mental illnesses and almost being arrested for brandishing
>Was going to kill myself until the cops were called and I ran away
>Forced into therapy for three months but didn't have transportation to and from once she kept changing the time
>Masturbated so much that my prostate became infected and swollen
>Scared to leave my room
>Talk to myself for like 10 hours a day while freaking out going through rational and irrational thoughts
>Hearing voices nonstop when I don't talk
>Can't sleep
>Can't eat
>Every passing day my mental state gets worse than the last.
I don't think I'm going to make it.
