>>9728051I don't know the reason. Depression probably is a reason too but my hypothesis is that I have forced myself to dissociate for years. My brain got used to that state. I'm trying to make it reversible by forcing myself to focus. I noticed that it is getting also I noticed that I'm not always sleepi anymore which is positive too. Soon in like 2 yearsu it will be fully gone I hope. Sometimes I have moments where it is gone for like a few hours, it feels nice
