>>9773016You think I don't know that?
But everything I try I found out it's immoral or supporting of some evil government/business/people or otherwise isn't the right way to do something. Usually much later when the damage is already done.
I can't enjoy anything when everything is wrong.
Dogs are wrong.
Cats are wrong.
Most food is wrong.
My computer is wrong, the software it's running is wrong, I don't use it enough, I'm using it wrong.
All political groups are wrong.
Enjoying things when the world is so messed up is wrong.
Even the church is wrong.
I could try and suggest or make changes to some groups of people. But if I do, I have to have a perfect track record. And I'm just garbage.