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Eight years ago... I dunno, kinda? My personal chronology takes some effort to track. I'd have to do some research to figure out what I've been up to since then.
I think 8 years ago I was still involved in communities that I now consider to have been badly sexually abusive. I hadn't yet rejected them, and I hadn't yet experienced the concerted stalking and heavily denied attempts at liferuin which happened when I stopped being sexually obedient.
The most annoying thing about vengeful sexual stalkers is the amount of hatred that was directed at me for "accomplishing nothing" - it's like, yeah. The only reason my stalkers accomplished things is
get this
they supported each other! Even to the extent of ganging up in abuse of someone who stopped wanting to have sex with some of them, they supported one another. They made themselves God's Avenging Host for one another. Of course they accomplished things! That kind of cultish pressure permits driving opponents and roadblocks to suicide!
Not me, though; my body count goes the other way. So I'm a "living weapon" for demoralizing "virtuous" people... against people who I STILL thought were my friends when I stopped being sexually available to them. Turns out some leftists went starkers when they were friendzoned. Very funny, right? I can't laugh about it. I got to be "a far right infiltrator" because I demanded my own sexual autonomy and the right to be respected in saying no.
If I had the kind of social support that was unleashed against me for refusing sex, I wouldn't be unaccomplished. I have my talents. For years I faced rejection whenever I tried to express them, and I was told...
"Wait. Things will get better."
Well, I did, and I do still believe that things are getting better, but there are some "unforgiving" people who owe me apologies.
