>>9816934>>9816885I did everything that was required of me, then some. I always stood against and was violently hostile to anything that will destroy our way of life, our future, what this nation was founded on, even though I was never part of it per se (my background precludes that possibilty regardless of my will).
I did it, because it was right. Becuase it is as it should be. I never expect nor hoped for a damned thing except that people be strong, and that there is good things that will be preserved and triumph over the worst the world has to offer.
In return, I was met with hostility by those who were fearful, aggression and defiance by those bent on taking advantage, and failure in the face of my own lack of power and ability to change anything except to keep living.
I - many had to endure watching these bastards take advantage and if I did anything so-called 'law' would have protected those who were taking advantage while I am met with mute shame or outright fearful hostility. I couldn't convince anyone no matter what I did and if I did what was right I would have been dead in the morgue long ago because cowards would rather sell their daughters and sons to be raped and exploited then to face their own miserable failings.
All so I can only get to watch as even the best patriots only wind up rewarding those who rape, lie, and exploit to take everything while I could only endure what is to come.
I don't regret anything, except I cannot forgive the idea that some of them may survive but I need to meet my family and tell them I failed to live on and continue.
If you remember our conversation, you know my origins and background. I had to bring a device home to ensure I stay in contact with my family during these times and I an no longer incognito because of this.
Not to mention I will eventually have to procure more food for the 18 months run and I apparently have no immunity to this, thank the chinks for that.
What would you suggest I do, for the future?
