>>9877507I was heavily absusing hard liquor, like rum and vodka for 5+ years. Maybe a 70cl bottle every 2 nights, to every night sometimes. The last session I had before I completely stopped was 2l of rum in one night.
It's definitely affected my speech. I slur words, I become sort of speech dyslexic (if that's a thing) saying sentences backwards and shit. I never used to be like this, in school/uni I was on the debate team and was quite good at holding long conversations, now I try to only say short sentences.
My liver is almost completely gone. Got the blood tests back, and it's far past the high limit, for a man twice my age. Never mind being 30.
I also can't remember things as well, and my motor control is somewhat lacking. I haven't had any booze in 6 weeks. The longest ever for me in years, and I mean years. First couple of days I was sure I was gonna pass out from the shakes.
Hope it's not too late for me and I get another few years out of life.
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