I legitimately love him, I want to share my life with him, I want to be here for him until the very end. I genuinely want to help him, because I know his smile doesn't have a price and is greater than all the 7 wonders combined. I want to hold his hands and see his face liven up. I want to hug him, feel his warmth. Alas, I only get to know what it feels like to be ignored by him...