>>9990628Whats fucking crazy is I have at least 5 video games I still need to play or beat, $700 left from my tax refund, Amazon Prime, Hulu, Disney+, and Netflix, I was already unemployed, I live with my retired parents who during this """crisis""" stopped pressuring me to find another job for the time being.
But some how, some fucking how, I'm bored as fuck and don't want to do any of the above mentioned, when literally before this started I was, and have lived the stay at home and fap, internet, anime, and video games lifestyle my whole life.
I don't know if its me being told now YOU CAN'T go outside, or if I fucked up my drugs before this happened (I've been on Trazodone for more than a decade for sleep, and I tried sleeping with out it for a week and it worked, little did I know Trazodone is also a anti-depressant so I fucked up my serotonin horribly for 3 weeks, one week I literally didn't have feelings).
Sorry for my blog, TL;DR, I should be smug as shit and enjoying this all as if I was waiting for this day, but instead I'm bored and not doing anything and actually want to go outside and visit family.
