>>2179878No, I mean post whomever you lost your virginity to, or whoever at the earliest you can recall.
>>2179882Could be for many reasons. Thinking of it now, I can understand that I didn't hold Kurumu at the same level as my waifu. Back then I probably was unable to fully appreciate the true value of things. I can imagine I thought of her as the most interesting girl without flaws in the whole world, but now I see her as the bottom shelf, not special, fabricated clone that she is. Something that can be seen as an original personality only seems that way to anyone that isn't aware of everything around them.
If it were Leaf instead, maybe it would be a little different, I think. She has desirable traits that pokegirls commonly share.
Also being a succubus alone doesn't save her. There's hundreds of those who have much better qualities to choose from.
But it sounds like you also drastically changed preferences, why?