>>1504982This thread alone is proof of you being so silly and not coming to terms with yourself.
Whether that means your gay, a cross dresser, transvestite or transsexual. You definitely have something going on.
Like I said, coming out is a hard road, not all will do it. I think you have a lot of time though, but if you want my advise do it early. Much better results in transitioning to womanhood if you start early.
