>>1684730I don't know, as early as I can remember really. As a kid I recall seeing multiple shows and movies that had a character getting seen naked. Usually as a gag or just so the plot had something embarrassing for them to live down.
These scenes always made me feel weird. I felt almost disturbed and traumatized for that character, having their most intimate parts seen without consent. It make me extremely uncomfortable and lingered with me for long after it was intended to. But at the same time, I found the disturbed feeling kind of exciting. I hated the thought of a character I was attached to being seen like that, but the high stake attached to it in my mind just made something about the situation very thrilling.
Then as a grew older this feeling merged together with my sexual attraction for girls, and here we are. I feel like ENF is a much more sexual thing for me than most of the regulars in these threads though, so I'm not sure how I fit in.
