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Before I masturbate to any ENF scene, I immerse myself. I'm in the situation. I am an on-looker, I am the cause.
I study the character. Her emotions. Her friend group. Interests. I deep dive through several layers to figure out so I can be privy to this scene.
I start with the character. Often it's where she goes to school. I went so far as interning as an English teacher for a year in Japan to do this. I need to know the layout.
Next I'll figure out where in Japan it takes place. If a defined location, or better, a town - I take a walk down google street view. The businesses, pricing of goods, festivals in the area. All this to put a situation many weeks in the future, where she will be going to a store and be recognized - her embarrassment now etched into her identity.
Then I will find a character, myself. Often in the background. I'll write a short synopsis of my life here, how I know her, and this is what brings more shame. It is a friend or peers eyes that burn worse than any strangers. ENF is not simple one-sided erotica from the artist, but a dual effort by enjoyer and the artist.
This is what it means to he an ENF fan, and that's what sets us apart from other fetishes. It is more than a quick release - it is a fanaticism and fevor.
