>>1574500Hmm, I'm no expert, but I believe you went wrong in believing bullshit like "magick" in the first place.
If you really want results, your best bet is to look into "tulpas", a sort of visual and auditory halucination that you can supposedly physically (as far as your brain is concerned). interact with. Most practioners are lonely shit ins and do it solely for the purpose of sex. The shithole that is /mlp/ used to have constant generals about them and has resources you need for them. Just find one of the threads, pretend you're a horsefucker and ask one of those retards for help. I personally think it's brain-damage, if it even works at all, but if you're desperate enough to buy into chaos magick, who gives a shit.
