>be me 12yo male
>friend at school introduce me to porn.
>said friend invites me to his house and tells me to take off my pants (I was too Innocent to comprehend what was going to happen).
>I do as he says and he follows by saying I'll make you feel like in those videos.
> I didn't think much of it (he starts touching my ass)
> he then tells me to put my face in his ass (I didn't know what was he trying to do or it was bad and didn't also know it was gay AF)
>go back home and act like nothing happened and not watch porn
>I change city due to parents work
> fast forward to 2 years later
>return to the same city and meet friend again
>act like nothing happened before
>after a few months pass by, friend shows me porn again.
>I get called by him to the restroom
>he shoves his hand in my pants and rubs my penis
>tell him to fuck off and never talk to me again
(and starts watching porn)
> get down the rabbit hole and discover futanari
> I start fantasizing before I sleep about being a wife of a taller woman (and touches the areas that friend touched me in)
>starts regretting my life choices.

anons I am now 19 and addicted to futanari, how the fuck do I leave this stuff I'm a guy I don't want to be fucked in the ass nor do I want to suck dick (even tho I fantasize about both) help me anons !!!
also was I molested of what ?