>>792489it's nice to see you again, i hope you didn't relapse :( i'm not ok, i'm actually awful but still manageable.
>>792458my biggest dream is to break free from my own chains. there are so many chains in my life that do not let me go forward, i fear so many things. i fear being myself due to fear of being ridiculed. i fear being loved because i feel like i have to live up to some weird expectations. i fear getting attached because i know that attachment will come to a painful, bitter end. i fear having feelings because i don't want to show my weak side.
my life is full of chains. i can either break free from them or take the easy way out, but there are chains that keep me alive, too. sometimes i wish i had the courage to go and... do it. but i can't.
that's my dream. in a sense, my dream is to not have any dream.
