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personally my lasty straw was when my college senior revealed she'd gone through my sketchbook i'd left back there
despite my express request to not invade my privacy and she had the nerve to call my kotto doodles "those wierd cockroach things you draw"
for context i'd grown a sorta snarky rapport with her and had an entire running gag going around making dumb dad jokes at either of our expenses at every opportunity
during one of our usual back and forth she dissed me on an very personal level not just the kotto comment (while i'd like to remember it as such) but in general broad attack on my every insecurity in a very biting diss
it was very abrupt and genuinely mean-spirited and caught me completely off-gaurd
i was just in the room but that shit cut deep man i'd been nothing but cordial with her that far
we had some chemistry going, she was someone i had a relation greater than just friendship despite her somewhat not-so-attractive appearance
now i don't wanna be demeaning but it was to my understanding that its the pretty ones who can afford to be mean while the average one who are more concious of other's feeling (halo effect or otherwise)
i obviously played it off and salvaged what little pride i had left standing and brushed it off and she played along
we continued our silly snarky rapport until she graduated but man did that shake me to my core
i'd never been so deeplyly affected by somone else's opinion of me before this event and never have since
it was the moment that made me fully aware of just how horrible girls my age can be at the slightest of prompt
not like ppl i know irl know i post here felt like getting it off my chest
