>>785546>Feel free to participate, take care!Im gonma assume that means i can also share my daily thoughts(trade marked). If not im sorry.
It feels good to be around my peers, i love being seen as apart of the group by others, i don't have to think, its tiring doe. If i do ammoral things while in a social setting(and others support it/its scoially acceptable) i enjoy it fot a while before feeling bad, i don't see it really as my fault doe, if it was wrong then why do my peers enjoy and do it?. Ill share a mild example. I shoved a kinda socially awkard peer(he wasn't popular because he read some dragon book novel thingy) into a wall and told him "get out the way" or something like that, muh "frens" laughed, and i did as well; but i didn't really feel good about it, just felt nothing. I think i feel bad because i saw myself in him, i have weird hobbiez like coding and drawing, but i don't talk about it or mention it, because i might get targeted and outcasted, and really all i have irl is my status. I hate it, but i love it at the same time.
