>>1735200>After 4-5 months at sea it starts to get to youI've been rethinking everything since I got home 2 weeks ago from a 6 months for my second half of cadetship, I really love this job but it got tiring towards the end and the only thing I looked forward to was my girlfriend who in the last few days says she can't deal with me being absent for such long periods and that we don't have anymore time. Now that I'm back she has to move for her own work. So that's pretty much over, next week is probably the last time we'll be spending together and I am just stuck here cursing myself for ever getting into this while at the same time wanting to go back because there is nothing left for me back home. I think I am lost.
