>>1370088I'm the same way. I love being out on the bike but actually getting out is the hard part. All I think about is how much I don't want to go and I just want it all to be over. Soon as I push off though and start peddling it all melts away.
When I'm at home I just have a constant feeling of despair and don't want to do anything. The thing with cycling has plagued me for years and has caused me many months off the bike. It's the same with all my hobbies, even a video game I enjoy playing I can't be fucked to start it up.
The despair thing is new though, I guess it's the next step in the chain of whatever.
