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Back in Nov 21 i got hit by a car cycle while cycling home from work
It was freezing cold and dark, I laid in the floor with all over my legs/arm, I dragged myself onto the sidewalk and my pulled my bike off the road and then called an ambulance, it took an hour to arrive
It became quite peaceful after a while, I laid there staring at the stars thinking that someone could come and kill me and I wouldn't care because life was just that irrationally terrible.
Anyway, I obviously survived and I managed to avoid any broken bones, just a few lacerations on my leg muscles
Fast forward to Feb 2022, I haven't ridden my bike for more than 5 miles since and I am addicted to painkillers.
I really don't know what to do, I need to exercise and I need a form of transport. I really don't want to buy a car, public transport in my country is unusable, I don't enjoy lifting weights. Everything just feels so terrible.
Thanks for reading
