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>Haven't rode in almost 6 months becasue I'm a lazy, mentally ill, faggot
>Haven't been sleeping the past few weeks and legs have been constantly restless
>Figure I should start riding again becasue I miss it
>Get home after working 12 hour night shift
>Hop on my bike and go out for maybe 15 miles
>Really pushed myself past what I should have
>Got home
>Entire body hurts
>Spent the last 5 minutes puking
>Feel like I'm about to puke again
>Despite all that still feel good
I quit riding due to laziness and due to my mind tormenting myself "You're so slow, This wind sucks, Of course it's raining, Why are you so tired etc" but I've been working on turning off my mind becasue it affects my sleep and I worked on that this ride and did pretty well. I really want to start fucking riding again and if I can successfully turn off my mind every time I ride I should be able to get back into doing 30+ miles in a daily basis.
I felt bad becasue on my way to and from work I would always see people out riding and think how cool they were and how that used to be me but I would just come home, sit in my chair and refresh image boards all day and be bored out of my mind. It feels good to be back, hopefully.
