>>1169855Life tends to be what we make of it. From an objective cosmic view life is pointless, so any worth in life we must each and every one subjectively make for ourselves.
At the risk of being too much /adv/, have you tried medication? A light daily dose of SSRIs helps me keeping that overwhelming sense of doom at bay, so I can focus on appreciating the little things in life.
In any case, have a *hug*, Anon.