>>1150632I'm so fucked up in the head the only time I feel sane is when I'm cycling. I've been riding since I was 3. Anytime I'm not pedaling, I'm restless and schizophrenic. Nothing can cure the noise in my head without making me feel dead. I'm a broke, underpaid, bike courier but I love my job. I've struggled through -0F cold, 100F heat, and various hard crashes only to feel more alive as I survive.