>>1790126maybe it's just depression but i've just given up now. i don't think i'm even going to bother anymore. save up just to still need to take out a loan just to train, then hope i can grind out the training quickly then try to grind out 1500 hours in ideally less than two years so i can hopefully get a good enough regional job? and then what? lose my life to that job with the horrible schedule of a low seniority FO at a regional? then do that for how long, 3 years? then another 3 or more probably as a captain before the next giant leap of faith? get LUCKY and maybe get a nice major?
i just don't even want to bother anymore. i'm just a wagie. i lost my ambition. i don't have a life to live anyway. i just don't care anymore bros
