>>1047261Hey OP, I was in a similar situation to you a couple of months ago. 24 and felt like life was going nowhere. Each Monday I'd wake up and go to work for the week doing the same kinda shit, wondering why I even bothered, feeling like life was controlled by someone else.
So I took a break, I went travelling for 2 weeks around Europe by myself. Didn't take any phone, or anything that would remind me of life/work. And you know it was incredibly liberating.
I did some walking, drank, ate and everything and didn't speak to anyone for 2 weeks except to ask for something.
And it worked! I came back and suddenly I didnt feel depressed, I felt like I was in control. I've gone out and bought a new car, fucked a few hookers, been hiking and had a laugh in general pretending like I don't give a fuck about anything. Sometimes I spent time with people, other times alone. But each time putting myself first.
Don't do it Anon, take a break, come see me if you want or I'll take some time off work and we can go travelling.
Don't kill yourself, you will be missing out on far too much stuff. Being in your position in the past I'm now really happy I didn't do it.
