And she even picked me up from work and took me to the airport to plane spot regularly. She would get her friend to drive so that we could sit in the back and I could put my head in her lap while she ran her fingers through my hair. I wish that I could have spent eternity in the back of he friend's car like that.
Well one night she calls her friend and gets her to take us to the airport to get coffee because we were bored. Who walks past us? It's her ex boyfriend... and it was no coincidence either. She had answered one of the text messages that he regularly harassed her with and for whatever reason followed her to the airport. He barely said "Hi."
Anyway when we were back at home. I was going through wikipedia telling her about area rule and transonic flight.That's when she became jealous. I had compared the area rule of a fuselage to the hourglass figure of women and I suppose that I didn't complement her the way I did it. This girl was amazing but the problem was that she was ever so insecure. It was then that i fell asleep.
Well next mourning. We made coffee and I logged into
airliners.net to talk about various aspects of pilot culture with her, but it didn't go as planned. We share a computer and there is nothing creepy about this but as I opened up google chrome what popped up horrified me. It was messages from her ex boyfriend, and they weren't just any messages but sexually flirting ones.
I knew what I had saw, and did the math. I just said "what is this?" Awkwardly, because I knew. She made up an excuse that she was just joking and bored because I had fallen asleep before her. Well, like I said, I did the math. i knew our loyalty to each other was broken, first it was the cheese, and now this. I hadn't been conscious enough about her needs and I knew that this problem was only going to get worse. I did the math.
I didn't yell. I didn't cry. I simply packed up my clothes, belongings and said good bye.